Getting me down

What is getting me down right now is the awkwardness of this time in my life. i have just graduated from university and while i have been studying i have been living away from home and i am very used to my independence, especially as before this i was at boarding school. Now i am about to move back into a house with my father (who i don't have the best of relationships with) my step-mother (even worse) and my half-brother who i love to pieces but at 10 years old you can imagine he is a little trying. For the past three years i have been able to eat, sleep and go out when i like and now i am having to go back to answering for my movements every minute of the goddamned day. I don't know how i am going to cope!!