Penguin Rocks

i definitely got the penguin work experience!!! yay me!

i'm Rubbish

i am so bad about posting lately i used to be quite religious about it now i am slacking off, but i shall try to be better. 

Today things are looking up i got two semi firm offers today, one to work for the salvation army which i am a little skeptical about but i think it would be good experience and i have a friend who works there already and says that the people there are really nice and thinks it would be a great place for me. 

the second possibility is to do some work experience with Penguin which would be really amazing i really enjoyed my last placement in publishing so i would be great to get more experience. 

other than that not alot is going on i got my hair cut today which is nice and even better it hardly looks any different i didn't want to have that much of a change i just needed to get rid of my split ends (damned straighteners)! 

till next time xXx

Weird Day

today got a letter from my doctor telling me that i am fine! 

i know this seems like good news, but it is not, at least not to me. the depression i feel at the moment makes it so hard for me to care about anything and understandably my family are quickly losing patience with me.  i was just so hoping that my doctor would find a hormone imbalance and be able to put it right. but apparently "i'm fine" you would think he hadn't met me.

i was also hoping that once i got the result my family would let it go, their nagging was the only reason i went to the doctor in the first place. but no it just seems to have begun a new phase. god i don't know how much more i can take!!!

My new Gadget

I hope everyone is enjoying the new music that i added to my blog, it did it with a really cool easy to use site, here is the link if you want to add some music to your blog:

 playlist

Touch - short film

i love youtube for lots of reasons and one of them is because i am a big fan of short films and a lot of them seem to make their way there. i just watched on that i thought was brilliant called Touch, and i thought i would put the link here for anyone who is interested. it is a horrid but oddly beautiful story about a boy who was abducted and abused when he was eight and years later escapes to find he can't adjust to normal life.

here are the links 

Touch part one Touch part two Touch part three